i wanna fit right in but everyone around me says no i wanna be like you and i wanna be like her too how can i be as happy as you when im stuck like this forever? i want you to love me too so break my heart right after chorus why do i try when i feel so low? why do i cry when i already know? im not cut out for truth im not cut out for show wasnt made to fit in a margin wasnt made to fit in a mold i screwed it over for myself yes i admit but what was the purpose when all of it was pointless? guess i just want attention but what human wants it without desperation? chorus bridge does anybody feel this low? cuz the world goes by so fast but im still moving slow nobodys just like me, nobody would take my hand look up into the sky and scream "do you still understand?"

v1 when i first saw you yeah i smiled i didn’t know how you’d look so i took a wild—GUESS and maybe you weren’t the best dressed but i didnt care i just stared at the smirk on your lips you had a hint of charm to you and baby let me tell you im kinda into you and i dont want this to be some cliche romance i just want to warn you we may not have a chance chorus look at me right this time. look at me straight im just gonna warn you this is reality everyone around us is sinister, you know the truth well enough—that’s enough, you’re sinister too v2 i see right through your bright blue eyes you’re gonna lie, you’re gonna lie i dont like writing songs about future heartbreaks especially when history likes to repeat the game i dont have time for this you know and this sounds just like another song i wrote but all this music sounds the same your voice blends in as i drown out your name chorus

maybe it's all a misunderstanding, how do i make them understand me? (understand me) they always argue and fight, what am i supposed to do when one of them is right? pre-chorus (1) i'm caught in a cold war, but how am i supposed to win when weapons are forced down? chorus contrabanda, i love you, but you won't help me. i have no clue something like revenge and a little bit of poison. this time it helped me through (i loved you) i haven't got a hearing yet how am i supposed to be punished when i haven't been tried? this is the first time, and definitely the last time i will remind you. pre-chorus (2) i am a human too, maybe it doesn't appeal to somebody like you chorus (1x) bridge this is an emergency, she's falling apart at the scene somebody come help her somebody come ask her who she wants to be who was the one who broke her heart? who was the one who pushed her back to the start? (she cannot restart) her love is in the air, but nobody seems to care, so she's giving it all away - it's not fair, no. chorus (1x)

chorus i’m sitting by the rose bush covered in thorns waiting for you this rose bush holds the very secrets i once knew oh dear rose bush tell me your secrets 'fore i get them out of you you covered me in thorns but i aint through with you, no v1 your dug your vines into my heart and used the thorns to get at me you planted a rose in my head but now it’s dead, cuz i didn’t know how to care for it they say that romance is dead and i sure am turns out the fantasy you had didn’t go as planned im looking for the one spot i knew i wouldn’t be found i walked through this place without making a sound so... chorus v2 can i finally throw away all these love letters you gave me? or did you wanna bury them so your secrets can die with me its hard losing someone you love especially when its your fault you planted roses in my lungs chorus so basically i was sitting by the rose bush was covered in thorns i was waiting for you that rose bush held the very secret i still knew oh dear rose bush don’t tell them your secret 'fore they get it out of you he covered me in thorns but he didn’t know abt you, no bridge don’t ask why people plant roses near my grave just shed your tears then walk away if you wanna know what really happened just go to the bush of thorns with no roses on them

i don’t talk to anybody at night anymore why is that you ask? well i can’t answer that its a long story, unless you have the time but long story short i can’t stay the night don’t ask who hurt me its nobodys fault i swear i did it to myself I know its hard but you have to listen its a story only i can tell i drew x’s over his eyes he drew circles around mine we burned the picture and watched it turn to ash but we didn’t know what it’d mean in time i don’t talk to anybody at night anymore why is that you ask? well i can explain that its a long story, and i see you have the time but long story short here’s the reason why don’t ask who hurt me its only my fault i know i did it to myself for months I know its hard but you don’t have to listen he can tell the story how he wants a few days after we parted ways i started wondering why this happened to me to this day i still wonder what he heard but i guess none of it is my concern but I know for sure he’ll hear this song and i bet he’ll start to wonder what’s wrong I know he knows well and i do too i just wonder why i still write songs for you i don’t talk to anybody at night anymore why is that you ask? well i’ve answered that it was a long story, but i knew you’d have the time but long story short i won’t talk tonight

verse 1 some people say the best healing is time i don’t believe anything they say they’re all lies whats the point of waiting to heal when time was never on your side? and you don’t have to drink to forget when you’re gonna remember tonight dont trust your lover when she says she’ll be fine you already know she’s gonna find someone new by her side, but you know its right to let her go and wait till time passes you by chorus come love by the pool you’ll learn a thing or two and maybe if you sit long enough you’ll learn something new don’t fall in the pool if she won’t fall for you and maybe if you wait long enough she’ll find someone new this is a travesty when you don’t know what words to sing oh I’ve been there before oh trust me i told you not to trust her, but soon she found out too you were caught, secondhand loving with somebody new chorus come love by the pool you’ll know a thing or two about the way he moves you already knew don’t fall in the pool if he didn’t fall for you and maybe if you watch long enough he’ll find someone new bridge your lovely mr. heartthrob yeah he left you and your wonderful mrs heartbreak left you too now just like romeo you seal your kiss and juliet drowns without a second thought she’ll miss you jump in the pool you’ll learn a thing or two oh maybe you will find her again and love her like you should’ve been oh and babygirl, you burned down his world now what is there to do now that you’re both in the pool? chorus come love by the pool you’ll see a thing or two and maybe if you wait long enough she;ll come back to you don’t fall in the pool if he’s already falling for you maybe if you love long enough he will be with you

cursed like the unluckiest girl on the planet, i just lost the best thing that could happen. how could this get any worse for me? i just wanna go to sleep. put those flowers on my grave, would you? i just wanna know what it's like to be me again. maybe we'll come back to the way we were again. chorus oh, laurie, what happened to this spark? oh, laurie, would you believe we were once in love? now nothing matters at all. (repeat song)

capo 3 cmaj7, em7, c, d well how does it feel now that you’re on the outside looking in now you know how it feels to be someone who is all alone well i felt like that for quite sometime now until i met you and then you threw it away as if it were no use to you prechrous lets pretend that this didn’t happen at all let’s pretend we’re strangers brushing shoulders in the halls chorus now ill show you what its like to live on the outside now that youve shown me what its like to be on the inside and I’ve tried and I’m hurting from trying to get back to you maybe i should’ve been on the inside with you, too so many mistakes I’ve made in the past, maybe i should’ve been more careful when i was with you we both know you made those mistakes too and I’ve tried, and tried and tried to get it all off my chest but every time i try to forgive myself i just regret pre chorus chorus bridge (am, c, em, c) and don’t you think I’ve tried n I’ve tried to get back to you? its like a tidal wave and i can’t seem to find you youve disappeared on me once or twice now im not asking for your sympathy but what do i do now? let’s pretend that this didn’t happen at all lets pretend we’re strangers, we don’t know each other at all chorus 2x last sentence maybe i should walk away from being inside with you

chorus now brother do me a favor and burn all the steps you take and brother do me this one thing and i promise ill pay you back but i’ll be gone when the sun turns black v1 all the roads we’ve ever known brother, please don’t follow me this way there’s something you have to know they’re coming for you so stay low and stay calm to stay alive i don’t wanna see you cry because this hurts me more than it hurts you chorus v2 all the friends you’ve ever made brother, please don’t trust their face this one thing you have to know it’s my fault so just go say bye and just run 'way it’s my fault so lemme just say let me just say brother do me a favor and forget all the steps you take and brother do me this one thing and i’ll try to come back but i can’t guarantee this fact bridge it’s all my fault so how i can help you if all i do is forget? so just try not to remember what i did to you because i promise i’m not like that anymore im not you remember i was im not who i used to be so brother don’t do this to me so brother do me a favor and burn all the steps i take and brother do me this one thing and you’ll never come back you’ll be lost and youve burnt the match

chorus i dont wanna hear about your life and im sick of hearing about your strife maybe i want a turn and maybe i want a world in my hands but you can’t have that so why should i? and i don’t wanna hear about those lies and i don’t wanna be that guy maybe i want to die and maybe i wanna cry some more but this ghost machine is killing me no 4x maybe you should support my decision this time I know you like to shut me out when i wanna cry we all got problems, and we can’t solve em but thats just the way we go and maybe i dont wanna know and maybe frankly I don’t care and maybe i wanna sleep for eternity but you won’t help me and what about those books you read? anything about being dead? because i dont wanna live anymore especially when you’re in front of me to bore my guitar is out of tune but it still sounds better than you one more minute of this and im gone youve been on the same topic for far too long chorus no 4x bridge 39x lol lets get it straight, lets get it right, i dont wanna hear you fight

tell me what its like in your mind i wanna travel to the place where your thoughts go well i promise i wont let go but will you guarantee that you won’t lose me at all? im losing my mind over this song in hopes that youll learn to sing along i will remind myself now and then please keep this with you and dont forget you walked me to the park the other day you held both my hands and that’s when i heard you say if sudden waves take us away just remember this song and you’ll hear me sing one day oh (4x) i won’t forget you my love I know its hard and I know its tough but this is the only memory i have of you i would die right now just to be right next to you i wanna touch the sky but i haven’t learned how to fly i wanna reach the moon and bring it down to earth fro you just to sum it all up i wanna give you everything so you dont have to keep asking for it oh my moonlight you deserve it all thats why i tried my best to write this song oh (4x) oh my moonlight you deserve it all

this is the sound my heart makes when i see you it counts one, two, one, two, one, two it makes a steady beat, one you can move your feet to you can write a song at this pace this is the hospital where i met you it holds a lot of memories, and you should too instead of forgetting everything i said to you why don’t you try to fix your heartbeat, too? chorus this is the first time we’ll be apart but trust me it won’t be hard 'cause at the end of day, you’ll be back in my arms to say hello (don’t say hello if you know your heart’s gonna break apart) I know its not easy to walk away from smth you love but sometimes we have to let go when it seems the hardest I know your heartbeat like my own I know it’s at a standstill maybe i could make it work again but I’m too scared of breaking it please don’t trust me with something you can’t trust yourself with chorus (will you say hello or will you leave like you did before?) bridge don’t walk away when I’m talking to you cause I’m too scared you’ll find out the truth. i wrote all these songs for you but i guess youve never noticed i wrote them all to the beat of my heart but it sounds like yours too would you take some time out of your day? to see me at my hospital stay chorus this is not the first time we’ll be apart but trust me the first time was hard 'cause at the end of the day you never came back into my arms

wait till the train pulls in the station, we can finally get out of here I know its hard to believe but lets leave while were still young no more temptations no more realizations this is reality now lets go say goodbye to this ghost town chorus this is superstition station we believe what we wanna believe I know its hard to get our attention we’re those types of teens so loser, pack your bags were going where we’re wanted i promise i won’t leave you alone we’ll find another place to call home no more scary kids on the block no more metal music or rock we’ve definitely hit a low we were rockin but now we gotta roll chorus bridge now the train is at the station we’re getting out of here dear mama please don’t miss me ill be back when I’m twenty three chorus 2x

flower crowns and iced tea, soakin' up the sunny weather, baby, oh. picking roses in the garden, making jokes about how our future's golden, oh. chorus well tomorrow's bright but today is brighter. we'll keep it to ourselves as we're drowning in the water. we'll do it all today, we won't skip a beat, 'cuz our hearts are hanging onto the edge of our seats. we'll be alive this evening. let's ride our bikes along the street alone (alone) let's drink coffee at midnight, we'll be buzzing 'til the sun rides high (high) chorus bridge well i wonder how the stars felt today (oh) as they watched us on our way (oh) i wonder if they feel like us sometimes (sometimes) where we need to blink before we shine chorus (2x) and we're singing oh (2x)